motivated by this Quora
hopefully this time I can be more persistent.
Starting tomorrow 09/29, I'm going back to KLAW. Yes, what a shame, after trying out 4 months in Forecasting team, I'm back to the same place same team. Forecasting team is not a great team in the sense that people are not that friendly, however I have to say I was freaking out due to some personality issue as well. Whenever I'm into a new environment, especially more competitive environment, I was always pretty nervous, sometimes can't even be myself. The root cause should be I'm not that confident about myself. Just like training a kid to be more confident about himself/herself, I seriously should train myself to be more confident in terms of everything. It's not late, and I strongly believe I can improve on that no matter how.
Last night, spent more than 2hours to set up the crib for my son-Ethan, yes I actually like that name. Baby coming soon, need set as an good example. Well, everything has a balance, don't put too much pressure on myself just because of the baby.
I will consider this as a fresh new start.
And my goal for this year, still have 3 months to go is:
1. do more exercise everyday
2. start preparing coding questions, not only for interview, but also be more competent as a software developer in general
3. fulfill my duties as a new dad :), should be more specific later
yeah, let me get #1 starts right now!
